I cant think of a title *scratches head*

Feeling very down and blue at the moment, man flu and hormones aren't helping :0(

Nothing in particular really just having an eeyore day, musing a lot too and thats never good - pondering a lot about Harry really, he brought a flyer home from school about the local scout troop which he could join later in the year. I got to thinking with his quirkiness would he be able to??? I think a lot of it is me, trying to protect him from any potential trouble, but am I causing more problems? Abbie started Rainbows at 5 and I never gave it a second thought, but Harry I just cant let him go. I need people to understand him, some family members are only taking it seriously now he has been seen at the child developement centre, if I could go everywhere with him and just tell people he isnt a bad lad he has a suspected ASD I would - but if I do that will that stop him having a relatively normal life? will people treat him differently if I point out his quirks or will I help him?

I love him sooooo much, but some days I could playfully strangle him, I think I need to get my head round it, I think I expect too much of him, but how do I stop myself expecting too much of him?

snotter and compliments

I'm plagued with man flu :0( I have one functioning nostril and the other alternates between pouring and bunged, blurgh why couldnt I have been ill last week?? but then again I wouldn't have got so much essay done.

AAARRGGGGHHHHHHH Pheebz has set all the chuffing hamsters off, there is beeping, mooing and crowing all over the living room!!!

I have to be complimentary about myself, I need to write some positive notes about me for my up and coming interview, mucho head scratching me thinks!!!!!!

Ted Drummond

An amazing little man with an amazing family

Many thanks to his mum Sarah for allowing me to share the link :0)

How did that happen????

Another studying in a caff day today, another busy day in Abigails social calander so rather than trailing about the books came with. Got a free brew as the woman forgot to do my toasted teacake ( how very dare she!!!) got a fair bit done was hovering round the 581 word mark on friday and after typing up when I got home its risen to 1228 *does a jig of joy!!!* I have got a 10% leeway on my essay so could have another 1000 to do eeeep!!!

Was talking to Jacob S's Mum and Nana while waiting for the party to finish, and we were talking about what I want to study and whether or not to do now or do later, Jacob's Nana asked me how old I was and I replied 36 in July, and I had a bit of an out of body experience 36!!!!!!!!! when did I get to that age? Ive always been a bit of an old head on young shoulders and some where along the line, the head has started to regress!! its like the curious case of Saz Button. I can remember 18 years ago when I was 18 thinking people who were in their 30's might as well have one foot in the grave as they were soooooooooooooooooo old! and a blink of an eye later, 18 yr olds think i'm soooooooooooooo old tis most bizarre.

Anyhoo best go polish my zimmer for the school run tomorrow ;0)

oooo wanted to share this with you all, tis my fave song at the moment

Poised for action blog

H has a temperature, sore tummy and didnt finish his pringles, whats the betting he pukes at some point this evening! ( i think the yummies have nobbled us!!!)

A quiet day today, had my eyebrows ripped off my face, a fair chunk of essay written, let Stew have a lie in, still excited that I spoke to Debs :0)

feeling fat and blah today, have tonnes to do and no steam to do it with!

still loving the quote i posted on the blog earlier, I think its very apt and true :0)

Quote of the day

“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”

Slummy is edumacating :0)