i've set myself a goal!!!!!!

Fatty Atty!!!

Good lord, i have put sooooooo much weight on, tis all my own fault, lost loads when i was preggers with Phoebe, but once i stopped the insulin and started eating all what i had to cut back on , i have piled the weight on, I'm now too big for my size 18 stuff and a wee bit too small for size 20. I have been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes, now you would think that would kick start me into sorting my diet out, but I seem to have been having a last hurrah since xmas eve, but I need to sort myself out :(

So far I have been lucky, good blood glucose and cholesterol results means that I can control with diet for now and they will review in July, so I am going to make a really big effort to get back to cutting out the crap, drinking more water and get back to the gym.

I need to do this, for my babies and Stew, and also its Pheebz christening in 4 months and i would like to be able to wear something nice, so thats my goal for now.

Its a bit of a vicious circle really, I look fat and feel crap, so i eat to cheer myself up, and that makes me more fat etc etc etc etc etc



So have been a bit productive today and rung the gym about starting up my membership again, so i just need to pop in at some point and get it sorted, will aim for at least once a week, with hopefully being able to go at least twice, need to get the tape measure out too and measure all the lumpy bits too so i can see them shrink, watch this space........................................