Monday 28 July 2008

One up, one to go - and general ponderings

We have one bed up, i might have a bash at the other one this afters when the kids are in the paddling pool and Stew is supervising them, he is helping his mum 2 days this week, so thats less time for my to do list, i know it sounds pouty but i want to get as much done as i can as quickly a i can so we can devote more time to family stuff.

I'm feeling a bit crap today, I have had to cancel going to Neets Hen night, I have no money, and my sciatica is getting worse, its in both buttocks now, and i cant sit or stnad for too long as it makes it worse, the lack of money is worse than the sciatica to be honest, its a real pain in the arse, its just so restrictive, the car's impromptu trip to the garage for the wheel bearings cost 135.00, so since the beginning of June the car has cost £430.00 *eep*

We went to a family do yesterday and there where a lot of babies there and i was really really surprised how much formula was knocking about, i never realised how much the *norm* it was considered, it has made me more determined to breastfeed the one on board, my first 2 were formula feed so i'm not knocking it, but its one trend i'd like to buck this time round

Tuesday 15 July 2008

that was a quick week and its one of THOSE days!

Baby is measuring a week ahead of herself and as of last wednesday was weighing 3lb 4oz, little minx is breech though, so that explains the horrid scraping feelings i get on my cervix :0s

Not having a good day today, i'm knackered, Abbie had an accident at 4.30 this morning and it took me till 4.45 to sort out the bed and get her settled back down, all i want is one nights full sleep with out needed to pee, or leg cramps or dead arms, or for someone else to change the bed over - I wouldnt mind if it was just the bottom sheet to sort, but she gets out of bed then puts her duvet in the puddle so its a total bed change, then its moving all the fucking teddies and books and then putting it all back in again!!! the second load of washing has just finished, so will get the water proof on the line and pray it doesnt rain and get the bedding in the tumble so i can then get the clothes washing sorted.

I need a sleep, im so tired i could cry, and i just might ( cry not sleep), i had 9 things i HAD to do today and i only have 4 left, so its not too bad, I need to ring the gym in a moment now the washer and tumble has finished, and i need to do a load of stuff upstairs so harry and potty will have to come with me, other wise god only knows what i will come down to :-0

one of these days i will do a non-whingy blog, but i wouldnt hold your breath!

Tuesday 8 July 2008

another year older, but not necessarily wiser!!!

I'm 34, i'm mid thirties ( how the chuff did that happen???)

An early and not the best start to the day with a wet bed ( not me by the way) at 4.15am, then little mr sunshine barrelling in at 6.45am with a stinky bum.

very tired and headachy today, and feeling a bit grumpy to be honest (what a miserable cow eh!!) looking forward to a glass of wine with my tea, my birthday treat :0)

Hospital appointment tomorrow, and my first growth scan, will be interesting to see how big little lady is, I am and I'm feeling fairly massive, so will be interesting to what the medics have to say on the matter, i'm expecting blood tests and stuff tomorrow as well, so should be a fun appointment!