My blood sugars are going really well she said, Im finding things so much easier now she said, so why the bloody hell did i just get an 11.3mmol off a small cheese bun,apple hot x bun and a yogurt????? arseburgers i forgot the bloody crisps i had too, should have had more insulin, but i was sodding hungry, i will put money on this baby being a boy, I was stunningly hungry with H as well, we will find out soon enough 1.40 on the 12th may.
I say im not bothered about what i have, and im not as long as they are happy and healthy, that is all i care about, so why oh why do i find myself wanting a little girl??? when i thought about having another little person, i thought it would be fantastic to have another little girl , so it would go girl -boy- girl, thus missing out middle child syndrome ( which worries me greatly), but i really really do think this one is another boy, and quite frankly that scares me, dont get me wrong, I love H with all my heart but he is hard work, he gets up really early, is on the go from morning till night, and generally runs me ragged, I love him so much it hurts but i do wish he would take his foot off the accelarator sometimes, I have to assess everywhere we go to see if its H proof, i spend so much time stressing about taking him places, everyone loves him so much, but i can tell they are secretly glad that he is not theirs.
he is a flying headbutt full of Love!
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